Friday, August 06, 2004

:@

:@ :@ :@ Just knew that he cant come to my place at nite anymore... GEES!!! WATZ HAPPENING????!!!!!! SOOOO ANGRY... BUT WITH WHO????!!!!! FEEL LIKE WANT TO SCREAM LOUD!!!!!! AM I CHILDISH OR WAT???!!! ONE SIDE OF MINE TELLS THAT IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL... BUT THE OTHER SAYS IT IS!!!! I AM SO ANGRY!!!! :@ :@ :@

better go to my bed and have a sleep well under da blanket :) gnite ma dear muach muach :)

Saturday, July 31, 2004

Last Day Without Mein Snoopy

Finally.. the day will come.. I'm going to see my bf tomorrow.. so excited :D I sent the assessment skill application to CPA yesterday, and the result will be sent to me about 4-6weeks, hopefully everything's alrite, so I can apply TR, it's accepted, I got a job, then I can apply PR. I was so stressed applying TR, so many letters I have to provide... Gees! wish my dad was still alive, I wont be like this. oh yeah... I finished uni.. Dad, this is me with BCom :) Do I make you proud, dad? This is for you, dad... your wish has done :D

I heard Selepas Kau Pergi by La Luna just then. It reminds me of wat happened to me months ago.

Selepas Kau Pergi - La Luna

Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini kusendiri
Kumerasakan sesuatu
Yang tlah hilang di dalam hidupku

Dalam lubuk hatimu
Ku yakin kau pun sebenarnya tak
Inginkan lepas dariku
Taukah kau kini kuterluka

Bantu aku membencimu
Kuterlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku..

Kau telah mencinta
Dan dicintai kekasihmu
Ini tak adil bagiku
Hilanglah dambaku kala hampa

Bantu aku membencimu
Kuterlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku..

[ interlude ]

Bantu aku membencimu
Kuterlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku..

Lupakanku dalam tidurmu
Yang pernah mencintaimu
Kau memang tercipta
Bukanlah untukku

Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini kusendiri
Kumerasakan sesuatu
Yang tlah hilang di dalam hidupku


Well... our memories can't be erased, but yet I've moved on. You still have a special place in heart. Just remember... I did love you so much. I'm so sorry if I had to make that tough decision, I'm so sorry if I had to leave you. I was very happy when being with you... it was such a great time. Thank you so much for being such a wonderful, loving and caring boyfren. I will always pray for you and always want the best for you.